我觉得自己没有力气再去恋爱了，有没有先结婚再恋爱的？

我觉得没有爱情生活就没有了意义。虽然我也知道你们说得都对。
身体里没有了力量

he said career is more important to him. He is seeking someone who is citizen. Then he can feel security. I know such guy is not a good candidate. However, I really loved him so much.
Although this is not my first time losing love I still feel so painful, so painful.......

There is no reason for one to love someone. I like he is very talkative, though he is always complaining. I just like the way he is. He is smart although he is very practical.
I hate myself to love him so much even if he didn't love me and care me that much!
I hate myself losing my confidence...self-respecting...