版主太棒了，剛好最近重讀耶穌說 counting the cost - leaving all to follow christ ，其中“ If any man come to me, and renounce not his father, and mother, and wife, and children, and brethren, and sisters, yea, and his own life also, he cannot be my disciple.” 一直無法理解，加上這篇懺悔文，終於有了新的領悟