Bless bless! You are so strong. I would have quit my job long time ago to be together. At this point, it seems you have grown apart. and you are tired of the long distance relationship. You've left yourself living in limbo for a while and it's time to make decisions. I am sure it's not easy either way you go. IGiven what you did the last few years, I would have not have any doubt that you will be just fine. Be brave and courageous!