I am!!!  Sigh, I started from zhui yi pian, so heartbroken but with hope for a better and happier future for Kenshin, I went to the TV series, feeling that Watsuki had lost his story~~~. I was totally heartbroken in the Xing Shuang Pian, telling myself Kenshin and Kaoru are happy ever after in heaven. 

here is the Wiki for Kenshin~

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Himura_Kenshin