因病吃不下东西睡不着觉，半夜还得爬起来泵奶再倒掉；坐着崩溃哭湿了八张纸巾，写出这首诗送给新生的女儿：

可爱的你 （01/05/2023）

Lovely you

可爱的你

Lovely you

有可爱的眼睛

With lovely eyes

还看不到绯红的大地

Have not seen the bloody world

却能聆听血流动的声音

But sleep within a bloody skirt

可爱的你

Lovely you

有可爱的神情

With a lovely look

还未探明生的意义

Have not lived the innocence of life

却已无畏死亡的阴影

But walked by the shadow of death

可爱的你

Lovely you

愿可爱长明

Wish the love for you is timeless

四季都有奇迹

And live a wonder no weaker than me

你可知

美是因为存在而非占有

Would you understand that 

Beauty is being but not having

而爱胜在宽容而非唯一

And Love is diverse but not only

作于2023年1月5日

Written in 01/05/2023

写完以后转念一想：听闻渔夫为取珍珠便虐待鲛人使之流泪，就像生活为了诗歌而殴打我，不禁哭得更厉害了…